Rapper Freddy E, who was signed to Tyga's label, committed suicide last night and posted his final thoughts on Twitter. The details are chilling so please continue reading at your own discretion.
Using the popular social media site Twitter, Freddy E shared his final thoughts before he took his own life. As you can see from the screenshots attached, Freddy E talked about his parents and tweeted throughout the day about his thoughts. Some of the most haunting tweets he sent were "If there's a God then He's calling me back home. This barrel never felt so good next to my dome. It's cold & I'd rather die than live alone" and "God please forgive me. I'm sorry." He also tweeted "It's... all... bad... y'all. *puts finger around trigger.*"
Freddy E, who's real name was Freddy E. Buehler, was born in Los Angeles, but was raised in Seattle, Washington. He wen to the Art Institute of Seattle and graduated in 2012 with a degree in Digital Filmmaking. He worked as a video editor for World Star Hip Hop and his "Jerk TV' Youtube channel had over 60,000 subscribers and over 7 million views. He also had a strong Twitter following, with almost 76,000 followers, all who saw the rappers last thoughts before he killed himself.
According to Global Grind, his family posted a statement on Twitter. Below is the full text of the statement.
"Today, our son, Frederick Eugene Buhl (@freddy_e), age 22 years old, took his own life with a rifle shot to the head. Our family is saddened beyond words; our loss is great; this tragedy is enormous and unforeseen. Not only our family, but the world has lost a talented, sensitive, brilliant young man who lit up our existence with his. We love him a great deal, and he will be sorely missed. We pray that God will now watch over him, and we ask all of you to include Frederick and our entire family in your thoughts and prayers. Tomorrow, Sunday, January 5th, 2013, we will be attending Fred's Church, First AME, at 12:00 PM in Seattle, WA. You are invited to join us or send your prayers. Fred would appreciate that a great deal."
His ex-girlfriend, Honey Cocaine, who is an accomplished rapper herself, has tweeted a lot since his passing, after receiving many tweets from Freddy E fans who blamed her for his suicide. Here are some of her tweets:
People think they have an idea but it's not your business.. RIP my angel, my condolences. @Freddy_E
I said some foolish things cause I thought he was joking, he does shit like that to me all the time. This is crazy..
To say I caused what happened is ignorance.. You know nothing about our friendship or the story, hate me if you feel.. We loved eachother..
Taking a hiatus to give my angel my prayers. Love you all..
I love you too @Freddy_E.. The end of the video is beautiful. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ze0J0VD51zQ&feature=youtu.be ...